既然是他妈妈的东西,想必,他妈妈会保佑他的。
半散着发,她握着姚秀的手,趴在他的床沿,低声念——
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When we met first and loved,I did not build
当初我俩相见、一见而倾心的时光,
Upon the event with marble.Could it mean
我怎敢在这上面,建起大理石宫殿,
To last,a love set pendulous between
难道这也会久长--那来回摇摆在
Sorrow and sorrow?Nay,I rather thrilled,
忧伤与忧伤间的爱?不,我害怕,
Distrusting every light that seemed to gild
我信不过那似乎浮泛在眼前的
The onward path,and feared to overlean
一片金光,不敢伸出手指去碰一下。
A finger even.And,though I have grown serene
到后来才坦然、坚定了。可我又觉得,
And strong since then,I think God has willed
上帝总该另有恐惧安排在后面…
A still renewable fear … O love,O troth …
爱啊,要不然,这双紧握著的手
Lest these enclasped hands should never hold,
就不会接触;这热热的亲吻,
This mutual kiss drop down between us both
一旦从嘴唇上冷却了,何以不变成虚文?
As an unowned thing,once the lips being cold.